Is hope worth it? Is faith real? Is fate inevitable? When situations in my life go great, I thank God and I pray. When situations don’t go my way, I go astray. I’m looking for a reason to stay! I’m looking for someone, anyone to tell me that one day everything will be okay. Look me in my eyes and try to feel my pain, do you know how it feels to be left out in the rain? Each and every day there’s someone’s judging me, talking about my life and how I ended up in this cage. I can be that listening ear to hear your pain, and maybe for me you could be the same. In due time l’ve lost sight of who I was and what I wanted to accomplish out of life, I single handedly let the streets and my peers bring me down to my knees with tears to the point I can’t see clear. It’s hard for me because she has never been there, but how long will I blame my mother not being in my life for my mistakes? As it took me weeks to come up with this short biography about myself to convince a pen-pal I’m worth reaching out to, my mother has died…I just want you to know I no longer blame her for not being in my life….Damn as I sit hear with tears in my eyes and hurt in my heart I’ve spent my whole life being mad with my mom now she’s gone and I didn’t even get to say goodbye or ask her why she gave me to my dad…. Help me, Help myself….. I’m pretty sure this is the part I give you a list of all my good qualities and then patiently wait for someone to reach out to me…Well I’ll give you a list of all my flaws so there will be not surprises or wasted time on either side of the pen. I’m 6’1, I could be taller, I’m inpatient, I have mother issues, I get bored quickly, I’m incapable of lying, I’m unapologetically honest, I have so many task going on I never finish projects, l’m not brave enough to chase my dreams, I’m afraid to succeed, I have a very poor perception of myself, you don’t have to worry about hurting my feelings !