The heart and the mind tend don't always align with one another. And 13 years ago, I made a regrettable decision that led me to where I am today. Part of me was broken, because of that I probably don't deserve to have anyone in my life, but when you don't feel like you deserve what you got, you'll always work hard to deserve it. I have spent many years in a state of social isolation, and I lost whatever reason I had to smile, when I think about how alone I am it saddens me, but I haven't just sat around sulking about it. I have turned my life around, and I've started a new chapter that's very contrary to the last one.

For the first 5 years of my incarceration, I was a dog trainer, and I loved it, but I gave it all up to enroll in a college program through a really great university. Once I earn my degree, I will have a better chance of achieving the goals I've have planned for when I go home. My plan is to share my experiences and use my education to prevent others from being incarcerated. There's good within me I like to share with someone, but I haven't had anyone who's cared about me in a long time I've read, it takes a healthy dose of delusion for confidence, so maybe I'm delusional for taking a chance at this, but this is my last option. If you believe in giving someone like me a second chance, then hopefully I'll hear from you. The best way to correspond is through JPay.com